Today's Feelings

   So the basic thing is: I love too much. I love the way people act and the way they are and the fact that every one is different. And, of course, i love the world and its magic. I’m easily amazed by things and people. And I like to explore, to find out why things intrigue me and thats why I like to be free, free to do whatever I want. Every serious relationship I had until now ended because I needed to be free, I needed my space, even loving and wanting to be with that someone. So, I never lied when I said I needed some time for myself, I really did, even if that time served for me to go back to someone else, or made me stay locked in my world without letting anybody in, or if it was for me to dedicate my time to my family and studies and etc. Whatever was, was time for me to do whatever I wanted. And I know I can’t be that free, cause I can hurt people. But the thing is, thats who I am and maybe thats how I’m ever going to feel, whoever I’m with. Right now, I’m in a good place, I’m escaping to throw up my thoughts and be by myself, enjoying my music and my movies, and thats just what I’m needing for a escape.