misguided ghosts

 Here comes the day when you open your eyes and she’s not there anymore, instead, you see the sky, listen to the sea, watch birds flying, but, where’s the magic that you used to see in all that? You close your eyes and just imagine how would it be if she were still there and when you open again the magic is back, different, but there. And it’s hard but you accept, realizing that she’s gonna be always beautiful but unreachable. I’m going away for a while, lock myself in my own world and watch everything from the backstage, just like a joker.  

"I'm going away for a while
But I'll be back, don't try to follow me
'Cause I'll return as soon as possible
See I'm trying to find my place
But it might not be here where I feel safe
We all learn to make mistakes

And run from them
With no direction, no conviction

(...)
And we just go in circles
And pain is just a simple comprimise
So we can get what we want out of it
(...)
And there's no rule
And we should not be the same
(...)
And still they echo me
They echo me in circles.."