Life and Death

 I have come to realize that being rational is more of a downside than a benefit. When faced with the death of a closed one we rationalize it, we don't only feel pain but we also think about the pain and that line of thought, for me, puts everything in new perspectives. It's like nothing makes any sense anymore. When you face death, you face life. You see the end and go back to the beginning. So, what are we really here for? We created a world with rules and categories where everybody needs to fit (into) something. And there are so many of us already. And we are aware of how small we are as individuals. How to bare the con-scious-ness of everything and everyone around us plus the fact that there's so much more that we don't know about? I mean, think about the oceans for a second. We are living above an entire and imense different environment with different living conditions. It is overwhelming. We are not alone, we are all a part of it. But yet we do what we can to be distracted from it. We are human -beings-. We should just -be-... until we're not.